how i run things...

well, i'm back again. this is my third post in 2 days lol (well technically 1 day, but the first entry was before i went to sleep last night so to me its 2 days). i dont think i will always post with this frequency, but this is a new experience and i am home on holidays with alot of free time so initially at least...enjoy (i hope).
i have decided how i am going to proceed with the blog. i want the blog to be my online diary, where i can write whatever, but as i said, it can be difficult writing stuff about ppl who yu know are goin to be reading it (IM has destroyed my English skills lol. Do you think its bad for a medical student, who aims to be a doctor, to be posting such sloppy, ungrammatical language? Well i guess it is pretty bad, but like i said...if i had to concentrate on English, it would kill my flow, so....we're just goin to have to compromise lol.)
[As you can see, i get sidetracked alot. I think like that too...I'm always going off on a tangent in my head, but it does make for very interesting thought streams. Today, i went from a thought on exercise to one on psychology to one on oujia boards. that's talent for you. hehehe]
So, back to the original topic (can you still remember what it was?). the topic was writing in my blog and not having to worry about ppl who might be in my thoughts reading it after. I decided the best way to do it was not to give anyone i know my blog address. If they find it fine, but i dont think that likely. it is more probable that you dear reader [and yes, i am doing this blog for people to read - cause i want yu to get an insight into my head and besides its like talking to you and not just to myself in my head - which i am told is not a good thing :-P], as i was saying, more likely you were surfing and found yourself here at random, which is fine, cause its easier to write being anonymous and unknown.
today we went out to look for some stuff to remodel our house. we have a nice house but it needs some work now, and i started looking at stuff and mentally picking out stuff to put in my house when i finish my degree and become Dr. Shivee and start making some decent cash lol. But i do know that i am not like my parents, they grew up handy and can do painting and all kinds of stuff like that around the house. I can't. That is why I need to be a doctor, cause i'm always goin to need a plumber or an electrician or something and that takes $$$. its probably not proper for a doctor to mention money, but hey, I have to live too and that takes money....and I want to live nice.
well, i have lots in my head to write but a little at a time. I want to make my blog a long term project so...I'm goin to keep back some stuff for a later time. I might give yu all another post tonite depending on what happens with LCS2 and if i have any profound thoughts lol.
Be good, dear readers, and please come back soon.