dark prophecies...

Those of you who have been following my little diary online would know that I try to write my entries in such a way that you get an insight into my world. Well today I am going to make an entry but unfortunately you don't know all the backstory leading to it. My apologies, and I hope you can stumble through and get something from this entry.
The 2 main things you need to know before reading this: a. My pundit said I won't have a girlfriend for 3 years starting about a year ago (so 2 years of singleness left) and b. Valentine's sucked because my valentine didn't make any sort of effort. [Apparently, she and her bf (ex- at the time) were going through one of those "break up to make up" things and i didn't know that. Whatever. They're together again and as you can tell by my writing this 6 months down the line, i just wasn't pleased. period.]
Ok, so what is my blog?
Simply this, what if what happened at Valentines wasn't her fault so to speak? What if it all happened becuase i really had this 3 year cloud over my head and no matter who it was it wouldn't have worked? How much is pre-destined and how much happens because we make it happen? And given this damn stars-crossed thing, should i feel bad about my two ex-es? Or would we just have finished anyway? My last gf and I broke up around the time the pundit predicted all the stuff.
Ok, this is getting me more annoyed. See you all later. Peace.